today is my mom's birthday..

i give her a surprise..i hand make a cheese cake for her..her favorite..haha..she so surprise that i make a cake for her..because i not put in the fridge..i put in a ice box..i quite happy today..

so rush..

today after school..i rush to mamak stall to have my lunch..rush and rush..after taking lunch..i rush to buy cake ingredients..because tomorrow is my mom birthday..haha..i want to give her a surprise..later rush to tuition..my last day chemistry class..after tuition..rushing home..then i only remember that cake need lemon..ops..rush out to buy again...then i rush to do the cake..done before my mom come back..then rush take dinner..rush bathing...finally done..haha..i keep the cake in a cool box and keep in my room..my mom still don't no..haha...

frustrated..desperate..dissapointed..sad..lonely.......

today i think I'm so unlucky but i still pretended...yesterday thing i though is over..so i don't think any more..but then today early morning i just don't want to eat bread and change my mind that i want to drink oat cereal..my scold me the 1st time in this morning..see ..i already say that being a dog is better..want to eat go ahead to eat..don' t want eat turn the head and sleep..i cant take my decision...what the!!!next time..i say i eat double the oat..so don't want eat anything else..is enough but she say it wont full..hey man..who say oat cereal not full..is damn full..then she started scold me already..say all the pass thing ..this and that..i so desperate..and she say call me to go out stay..i really want to make the decision ..but i pretended anything not happen...if 1 day i commit suicide..nothing special..is normal..why say that?because sometimes i too pressure ans stressful in this house...

A dog better than a human...

long time ago i have think that be a dog is better than a human..but then i think that this and that to make sure that i appreciate human life..but until today 0011 i change my mind again..i would like to be a dog..a dog's life is better than a human..why i say that?a dog no need to do homework..a dog no need to scold by others..a dog no need to do work but can have their rice if got people rare..if the owner is good..the dog still can have shirt to wear..have sweet to eat..also can have ice cream too..furthermore a dog can have people love and care...the dog want to eat..make some action to let their owner know...but when they don't want to eat..the owner will worry about it but not scold it why don't eat the rice..as me..my mom sure say this and that ..scold me..this is the contrast between human and dog..sometimes i cant estimate what my mom thinking about..then give scolded..as an example..today after my brother call my mom say about the laptop..her mood like not happy..but i don't no what she thinking..and this make me confused..what should i do?i really wish that sometimes i alone and just live with a dog..be a dog..is so good..do what is just people give love and care to it..nothing to worry..just sleep..eat..walk..and play..but i also appreciate human life if i have a warm..happy..family...i feel that i am the son who not my mom give birth..why i think that..this is a serious if any one think of that..i have my reason..why my two brother can have laugh and talk..while i just like side people..sit a side and hear..my father is more pity..need to work from morning to night..while my mom work house work..then chanting...i think she don't no what my mind thinking also...they have their own thing to do..but left me alone..at house maybe i cannot even talk to some 1 a day..less but got try before...my birthday coming soon..some one say that when birthday make a wish before blowing the candle..dream may come true..if its true..i wish to have a happy family..and all healthy,happy forever...and here i want to apologize to my brother if his laptop really is my hand make it spoil..but i wonder when i make it spoil..i can successfully switch on and off..but after return to him..he say can't switch on..make me so scare and nervous..and i keep wake up since today 0011...i wish myself..dream come true and happy..

Happy...

Today my elder brother graduate..Congratulation to him..My parents today look so happy..me too..he so hard to get it..next..my parents buy me a camera..haha..but i wish to have more people concerned me..i feel lonely all the while..no people talk to me..no people hear me..if i have a more concern family..i wish to throw all the camera..laptop..psp..and all the thing which is not so valuable when comparing with a family...

Quite tired...

Today i already try 2 recipe of chocolate muffin..But really very nice..how??i still need to let soo hui them know..later still need to try out the 3rd recipe..hope it success..or not tomorrow meeting...i nothing to say..and i also want to give One Eye Turtle..I promise them...Help me please..good luckzx..all the best..SO tired...moreover i so hope that i can have my own laptop....my this desktop..also something wrong already...but my mom...haiz..see..borrow from people..need to see people face..is better have a own..better save own money and buy 1..but every time i talk about it..she sure angry ..i also don't no how..

Tomorrow is saturday...Right?

Tomorrow is Saturday..How come got replacement for study!!!i hate it..but i need to go...my mom say i no go school many times already..Sad..

Sad to hear about the thing...

today finally i go to school already..although there many teacher absent..but going to school is a student responsibility..go lo..left 2 months only..but the teacher say this Saturday got class..What The..haiz..still hope can rest..but now still need to go to school..my mom sure not allow me not going to school already because this week i already two days not going to school...Sad to hear about it..hope what leh..hope can happily pass that day lo..but this Sunday cant meet my best buddies already...because my brother graduated..i need to go...SAD..

Absent again..

today i sleep from yesterday night 10 to today afternoon 4 o'clock..the medicine make me so sleepy..i already miss many times of the tuition..i so worry that i cant catch up the syllabus..what can i do...i need to start my journey already..Thats All..Ok..1...2...3...RUN~~~~~~

Stress?

Today i feel not feeling well again..then my mom bring me to see doctor..doctor say i not really sick..but the most important reason is too stress...it is true?he say i very nervous that all thing cant do in a time..ya..i always try to do all the thing in a time ...because i think i not enough time...i feel stress??or??what can i do??

Today i no going to school...

Today i also no going to school..but my school is having exam..haha..1st time at exam time not going to school..friday my cousin and grandmother coming down..then today go back already..when they left the house..not even 1 second..i start to feel very very lonely and boring..just like no people talk to me and no people border me..feel like want to cry out...I VERY LONELY!!!

YESTERDAY was A MEANING,FANTASTICALLY,GRAND,WONDERFUL Day......

~My FriendzZz~

Yesterday make me feel so happy...the happines hard to describe but have 1 words can express out- FANTASTICALLY -!!!!!!

Happy Busy Day's

Today early morning 5 o'clock i have already wake up and prepare for today kenshu...At kenshu quite boring but got wei see,wei yian,simon,yuen fai,yeong choon,then what is boring..i Don't no..haha..then after the kenshu we still need to rush for our last rehearsal at centro..so we 7 people sit a myvi to go centro..HAHA..A Great Myvi...haha..then we have our dinner at 4 Sekawan...haha...we have our joke and laugh at there...so happy...today is the last day that i can go out for practice..after today no more chances..Haiz...SadZzZzz..tomoro is the General Meeting already..All The Best To Everyone..Although today sleep lest but i still feel the happiness with all the activities and all my best friendszZZx..Lorhx

My MaMA...

I Love My Mom ALWAYS...And FOREVER..this few days i feel not feeling well..then she take good care of me...But maybe this coming weekend i have performances..so she take more more good care of me..it is the truth??or she really really take care of me??i don't think so much...because i have a very very very good mom that very very very love me..After this weekend..i really cant go out for any activities already..i need to pay harder for my exam..Monday exam but i still not yet touch the book!!!how!!!???This weekend so busy..how to study??Monday exam history...!!Ops..how...SHIT!!i wanna study at mid night already..no more lazy!!GAmBat3H!!!Wk..take an aeroplane..no more walk or bicycle...RUN AND RUN...SPM left 115 days...Good Luck..

Not going to school also...

Yesterday night my mom call me that today rest 1 more day..but i wish to go to school..not because i want to study..is i want to buy the set of story book..it is really a wonderful set of book...but my mom call me don't go to school..later i still have my tuition..after my tuition i think i din come back and i straight go to uncle house for waiting him to fetch me to pc..tonight i have my sketch practice...i think after this practice..i have no more chances to go out already..i will miss my practice ever forever...i wish to have a sweet memory of practice with my best friend...GamBaT3h...I need to pay harder for my studies already..SPM is just around the corner..SPM left only 116 days...Urgent time..STUDY 1st..PLAY later...!!!Don't Give UP!!!!!!!!I think u can do IT!!!Don't let people see you like a shit!!!GamBaT3h...!!!I wish i can do it well...!!!

Not going to school...

Yesterday i get a MC from doctor..so today not going to school..every week of Wednesday..i will be very tired..because after school i have tuition till 6pm..although i not really like to go tuition..but i must go ..because SPM is just around the corner..i need to study hard while not study hard and play hard..play hard is after my SPM..no more playing after this weekend performances..i still haven start my add maths folio..next Friday is the date line..OmG!!my computer still haven install the Microsoft office..why this year..i so LAZY!!what can i do..Help ME....SPM just left 117 days..i need to force myself already..i cant continue stay at the original place..i need to run as fast as i can!!!!!!!!

A shock time...

I have feel not well for a week already..but today i feel more not feeling well..then my mom suggest me to see doctor..i feel all the time giddy and headache...when i reach the clinic , i still have to wait for other patient..so i sleep on my mom hand..then later my turn..i think i am just fewer..so nothing..but later doctor say no fewer..but when i feel giddy and headache..i sure will sick..then later doctor check my blood pressure..she say i low blood pressure..so will feel giddy and headache always..wah..i so shock..first time hear this...haiz..

Still Thinking yesterday Things..

wei see

wei yian

simon

yeong choon

fai

although yesterday is pass..but i still cant forget yesterday what was happened..so still have some moody..moreover i am worry about coming saturday and sunday ..i need to do something that not yet having 100% confidence..but i will try my best..GaMbAt3H!!!i really need to start study already..because exam is just around the corner..once more GamBaT3h...SPM left 119 days..No more playing...This is the last week i can go out with friends..After that,i need to GaMbAt3H in my studies..my best best friends forever---Fai,Simon,Mr Big Potato(yeong choon),Wei Shi,Wei Yian..Wei Yian ..don forget we planing to some where else after my SPM lo..HAHA!!!

Lucky?Happy?Angry?

Today early morning wake up feel so happy to go out with frens..After our meeting, we have a movie-Hancock..ok only la the movie..then we have a walk at JJ..after tat we rush back to PC to have meeting again..then we have our dinner..Suddenly my frens say lee chong wei..i also not reli have feeling..coz he not my idol lo..but also is a famous guy..also have some curious de lo..but i have to rush for my chanting coz is 6 ad..so i chant till 6.20 n have a mind to change to shorts..then i wanna change but my fren insist wan me accompany him to take photo wif lee chong wei..so i go lo..fren mah..then 6.30 have to left to studio..wen reach there not until 5 minute ..some 1 calling us ad..then i still think call us GAMBATEH..happy go there but lastly gv scolded..the auntie scold me until i reli moody ..moody until wat is smile i also dono..the aunt csay i never chant lo..i have but early out..i also scolded until like a shit!!!!then the ppl who not turn up..juz ask why not turn up..i feel so angry n innocent..coz wanna accompany fren...WAT A HAPPY DAY??HAPPY??