Rojak feeling...

I like to eat rojak...but i hate rojak feeling..now i feel happy...but also sad...feel nervous but also hate...feel desperate but hopeless...now my heart got so many type of feeling...what can i do..this month is trial month...i need to get a good result...and i also think to go some one auntie's house to stay for 1 week..so that i can more concentrate to study...but if let my parents know..they sure scold n fight..so what can i do?i feel so stress!